All I can go off the evidence as presented in court and what I saw on the videos and my personal experience of not being able to breathe, as like you I wasn't there and I haven't been in his shoes and I have never faced dangerous violent drug addicted career criminals who are much bigger and stronger than me.
There is no doubt in my mind that there was reasonable doubt that he intended to harm him in any way and if I had been on the jury I would not have let my emotions or fear of what the BLM mob would do to the city, as long as they could guarantee my anonymity and safety of myself and my family, make me find him guilty of even the least of those 3 charges.
The whole trial was a farce as the city gave the family $27 million even before the trial started and Floyd was given virtually a state funeral and there was so much coverage of the arrest and people claiming he was murdered and even during the trial, before the jury was sequestrated, that congresswoman was instructing the BLM mob to stay on the streets if Officer Chauvin was found not guilty.